Maybe you’ve noticed that Google removed the popular “accountability” apps Covenant Eyes and Accountable2You from its Play store last week.

Maybe you haven’t, and that’s probably for the best.

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What are accountability apps?

These apps can filter undesirable content, such as pornography, and “other questionable material” from devices. More than just filtering, though, they offer to allow someone to be your accountability partner. They can send either immediate alerts or a digest of activity.

Having someone else hold you accountable in your efforts to be productive or curb a compulsive behavior sounds great, right?

Absolutely! If it’s done willingly.

Why were they removed?

And why is this article about Covenant Eyes on a blog about mental health?

During an investigation by Dhruv Mehrotra for Wired, it was discovered that the Android versions of these two apps used the accessibility features of Android devices. Accessibility features are intended to help those with hearing or vision impairments. Unfortunately, these apps used these features to monitor and report all device usage, even innocuous behavior.

That wouldn’t be an issue if your accountability partner is someone you have selected and trust, but therein lies the problem.

Covenant Eyes and Accountable2You have large outreach projects dedicated to getting churches to use the apps. In other words, to assist the churches in controlling and monitoring the behavior of parishioners under the guise of strict adherence to the church’s beliefs.

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Consent versus Coercion

Threatening, pressuring, or strongly recommending, an individual consent to having their digital activities monitored is not consent.

More than just standard filtering and monitoring, Accountable2You also flags LGBTQIA+ content regardless of whether or not it is pornographic in nature. This is the “other questionable material” I referred to earlier. My issue is not that LGBTQIA+ material is blocked or flagged, but that any topic related to it is flagged in a similar fashion to hardcore pornography.

Pressuring people, vilifying them for whom they love, and monitoring all of their digital moves can create intense shame for the individuals being monitored. Particularly if they don’t conform to the heteronormative ideals of some religious organizations.

Shame encourages people to hide, withdraw, or turn to maladaptive coping mechanisms. Therefore, shame can make the initial behaviors worse. More about shame from Dr. Jen here and here.

Google has chosen to remove these apps from their store using violations of their technology policies because condemning them for violating users’ privacy rights is too political. Time will tell if Google steps up in favor of individual rights over appeasing a small but vocal and wealthy minority.

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What to do about Covenant Eyes after these revelations?

Broadly speaking, if you’re using an accountability app and you feel you were under duress when you selected your accountability partner, it’s time to re-evaluate that relationship and your continued use of the software.

If you still want to use one of these solutions on a non-Android platform, Windows, MacOS, or iOS, they are still available. You can still use them on Android because they can be “side-loaded” using instructions on the company websites.

If you would like a simple, straightforward filtering solution without the shame, check out BlockSite, for desktop and mobile devices.

For those of you who’d like accountability monitoring and filtering, I recommend EverAccountable, for desktop and mobile devices. EverAccountable also uses mental health friendly language in relation to how to handle slips and relapses.

An Important Note about Privacy

The Wired article referenced above also talked about third-parties having access to data from these apps. One, in particular, called Fortify was singled out because the company was cagey about revealing its third-party partners in its privacy policy and it sent the user’s password, along with other data, in plaintext to Facebook.

Transparency in a privacy policy is key and obfuscating passwords is Software Development 101. These kinds of mistakes call in to question the security of the entire app.

I did a quick read through of the privacy policies of both alternatives I mentioned above and saw no red flags, but I encourage you to read through them yourself.

• BlockSite privacy policy
• EverAccountable privacy policy

If you are part of the LGBTQIA+ community, local to the Lehigh Valley in Pennsylvania, and need support a great place to start is the Bradbury-Sullivan LGBT Community Center.

Need support and not local to the Lehigh Valley? Check out the LGBT National Help Center.

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I remember, vaguely, the first time I saw Love, Sex & Eating the Bones. I may have been twelve or fourteen years old at the time.

The only memory I had was of the last scene where Michael cuddles next to Jasmine around a fire pit with pornography films engulfed in flames. Obviously, at the time I had no understanding about the film, other than a guy throwing porn tapes in a fire. 

New Eyes

Years later, I revisited this film with “new eyes” (which is going to be a theme here) and realized not only is it a film about porn addiction.

It is a film about black people with porn addiction.

Research with this specific population is non-existent. I think that this film is one of the most important, if not the only, film with people of color dealing with porn addiction. With the lack of research aside, I think this is a great film that needs more recognition for individuals in recovery.

I feel this film could be used to help others articulate their relatability to Michael and his issues. 

Synopsis of Love, Sex & Eating the Bones (Spoilers!)

The issues Michael encounters are similar for all individuals addicted to porn such as:

• Erectile dysfunction
• Having sexual attraction to your partner but not being able to perform due to sexual desensitization
• Performance anxiety
• Frustration
• Decrease of quality in relationship
• Guilt and shame

In the start of the film, we can see that Michael is a young man in his mid- to late-twenties. He is employed as a security guard. We also find out he is an aspiring photographer.

We see a collection of women’s pictures he taped to the wall at work like a generic teenager’s celebrity crushes.

This shows that he does objectify women to a degree. The wall of women serves as foreshadowing for the variety of porn that he consumes. 

Aside from the mundane security job, Michael seems to be struggling with finding love and motivation for his photography. But when he meets Jasmine, things take a turn for the better. After a few dates with Jasmine, they attempt to have sex and he could not get an erection.

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After they both become frustrated, Michael proposes to try to get an erection and have sex while porn is playing in the background.

The Low Point

This makes her uncomfortable and she then leaves Michael.

This is a common issue with some partners of porn addicts. They would have low self-esteem or personalize the fact that the addict can only have an erection by watching porn. This comes from a feeling that the addict is not stimulated or aroused by the partner. If the use of pornography continues the addict could form an intimate relationship/connection with pornography instead of the partner.

Such realizations could be devastating and sever the relationship. 

This was the moment when he realized that the porn is not “real.” It’s different from watching from the couch. Porn itself is just a fantasy and not a real human sexual connection.

Throughout the film we could see his addiction manifest itself as his favorite porn star.

She would come out of the screen while he would be watching porn or occupied with processing film. She would ask him to “spend time” with her.

Personification

This is an accurate representation of how a personification of the addiction would be.

Personification is a great tool that I use with my clients. I ask them to put the addict-self outside of themselves. I then explain how to make the addict-self a conduit to refuse the behaviors that the addict desires.

This could also be looked at as a personification of a trigger or urge being that voice in the mind triggering/urging the addict to act out or masturbate. 

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The Turning Point

There is a scene where Michael wins a chance to record a porn scene with the same porn star. He, ironically, plays a security guard in the scene.

As she pins him against the desk and attempts to go down on him, the porn actress’s face suddenly warps into Jasmine’s. He panics, yells “cut!” and runs off the set.

This was the moment when he realized that the porn is not “real.” It’s different from watching from the couch. Porn itself is just a fantasy and not a real human sexual connection.

It also looked like he was experiencing performance anxiety and/or erectile dysfunction while on set. Similar to what he experienced with Jasmine. Perhaps, he had to think about Jasmine in order to get an erection and have sex with the porn star.  

After all the pornographic media he’s consumed, he decides, at that moment, to seek out an organic sexual connection/relationship that isn’t influenced by pornography.

The Conclusion

In the next scene, he’s siting in a chair talking to a counselor saying, “I just want my eyes back”. This was a great metaphor for reclaiming his vision for photography and his view of healthy relationships.

Michael and Jasmine end up getting back together after he professes his love for her and wants to commit.

Finally, we see them having sex and both climaxing at the same time as they ironically turn to the camera and say, “What are you looking at?” This showed the rewarding effects of rebuilding the intimacy and abstinence from pornography in order to facilitate a deeper intimate connection. 

As a therapist, I wish the rebuilding process for intimate connections was this fast but, in the real world, it takes time.

The Takeaway from Love, Sex & Eating the Bones

In therapy we would recommend abstinence from sex with the partner, in addition to abstinence from porn, for a significant amount of time. Typically anywhere from 30-90 days. This process helps reset dopamine levels and time to work on rebuilding the other intimacies of the relationship. This may be alien to our hypersexualized culture in which intimacy does not always mean sex.

Just to be clear: intimacy also refers to emotional, physical and mental connection.  

Originally appeared on EliIrving.blog on December 6, 2021

Guest Post by Elijah Irving

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As a therapist, how do we determine whether a pornography problem is erotic conflict or an addiction?

When I started in this field, sex addiction was not a common term. Therapists who treated sex addiction were not that prevalent, therefore you never heard about sex addiction on the news. 

Today, it’s a different story. 

You hear the term sex addiction all the time, bandied about every time there’s a celebrity sex scandal. Therapists who treat sex addiction, whether specifically trained to do so or not, are much more common now too.

The same goes for pornography addiction.

For some reason, this feels less stigmatizing to many. There are now large numbers of therapists who treat pornography addiction. There are also many new programs popping up to help men deal with their pornography addictions. These programs are often not run by a therapist or affiliated with a 12-step program, but instead created and run by independent agents or religious institutions.

The Impact of Media Discussion of Addiction

As the visibility of pornography addiction grows, the type of clients we have coming to the office have changed. In the beginning, over 8 years ago, the (predominantly) men who were coming in to address problems with pornography were men who had struggled for most of their lives with pornography use. 

They were:

• Watching more than they wanted to
• Couldn’t stop
• Were experiencing serious repercussions in
  • Their work
  • Their relationships
  • The legal system 

I would diagnose these men as pornography or, more broadly, sex addicts.

The Changing Face of Sex and Pornography Addicts: The Pornography Problem

Today, many of the men who are coming in with self-diagnosed addictions are men who look at some pornography. 

They don’t:

• Look at it a lot; once or twice a week, sometimes less
• Look at it for hours and hours on end
• Look at anything illegal
• Often look at any pornography that is more “hardcore” 

Their pornography use is usually causing a conflict in their relationship. These are not men that I would diagnose with a pornography addiction, but they call themselves pornography addicts.

So, are these men who come in pornography addicts? Or are they men who are experiencing an erotic conflict?

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What is an Erotic Conflict?

And how do we know what type of pornography problem it is

An erotic conflict is experienced by a person who is engaging in, or fantasizing about, a sexual behavior that conflicts with his or her moral values or religious values. 

For example, a person who is attracted to sex with the same sex might experience an erotic conflict because their religious beliefs tell them that same sex attraction is wrong. Therefore, their behavior conflicts with their religious beliefs. 

A person who uses escorts might be experiencing an erotic conflict because breaking the law is against their personal moral values. 

A man who is watching pornography occasionally, a few times a month, might feel as though he has a sexual addiction or pornography addiction because his religious beliefs tell him that lust and pornography are bad. Therefore, he equates any use of pornography with addiction.

What does the DSM-V say about the Pornography Problem?

There is no DSM-V definition of sexual addiction or pornography addiction but we can extrapolate the criteria from drug and alcohol and gambling addictions. These are all use disorders in the DSM-V. This means that someone who is a pornography addict would experience at least two of the following issues: 

• Watching pornography more often than they intended and for longer periods of time than intended
• An inability to stop watching pornography
• Spending a lot of time creating opportunities to watch pornography
• Craving pornography use
• Failure to fulfill obligations at work, home or school due to using pornography
• Continuing to use pornography even after interpersonal problems resulting from use
• Social isolation due to pornography use
• The need for more pornography or more intense pornography to get the same feeling and difficulties when they try to stop using pornography or can’t access it

Here is my plea to clinicians and to society as well:

Can we please be more discerning in diagnosing sexual and pornography addiction?

What happens when we over diagnose pornography addiction?

1. We never get to the underlying issue. If someone is actually experiencing an erotic conflict, they may never get to the root of the issue. They may work a 12-step abstinence model and therefore condemn any experiences of lust as bad or problematic. This can place moral good or bad judgements on sexual behavior, in other words more psychological harm if the client continues to engage in the behavior. It can shame the normal biological process of attraction by labeling it as lust. It may prevent the client from learning about healthy sexuality and what truly arouses and attracts them. Ultimately, they may never work through the conflict between their body and their beliefs to a healthy resolution.
2. We cause more shame. Though being a pornography addict is less shameful than it used to be, being named an addict will create very shameful thoughts for most people. This shame must be worked through when the person actually has an addiction. When the person is mislabeled, it can cause more shame and isolation than necessary. This adds to the “I’m a bad person” thoughts the pornography consumer might have for looking at pornography.
3. We trivialize sexual addiction. The therapeutic community and, often, the media hotly debate whether sexual or pornography addictions are “real.” The con side often uses the argument that those who support the idea of sexual addiction are religious conservatives who are condemning normal sexual practices. When someone with an erotic conflict, often based on religious beliefs, is diagnosed with an addiction, this reinforces the argument that we are trying to morally dictate sexual practices and label them addictions

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The Takeaways

My goal here and in my practice is not to condemn or judge. We all have our own set of values that we would like to live by. 

My plea is that we, both clinicians and consumers, really look at the behavior: Is the client presenting in your office who uses pornography an addict or someone with an erotic conflict? The treatment is different.

If they have an erotic conflict, the work is to process through the beliefs, sexuality and the conflict to come to a resolution that fits the client’s moral and personal compass. 

If the client is an addict, the treatment will likely follow a more traditional addiction model with 12-step attendance, abstinence from certain behaviors and recovery work.

I leave you with my plea again: CAN WE PLEASE BE MORE DISCERNING IN DIAGNOSING SEXUAL AND PORNOGRAPHY ADDICTION?

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Last night one of my long term recovery groups began the first week of Brene Brown’s Connections curriculum; a 23-minute video of Brene discussing Shame, Empathy, and Vulnerability.

We have used her Shame Resilience work in our program for years.

Yet, I never cease to be amazed at the reactions to the initial video.

So, what came up in group?

“I’m ashamed to be a sex addict.”

“I would never tell anyone”

These gentlemen keenly feel the shame that is attached to sex addiction in our society.

One group member mentioned being a sex addict in an AA meeting and was quickly shut down, being told that “We don’t talk about that here.” Another group member told his story while in in-patient treatment for another addiction. He was courageous and vulnerable in the group and included his sex addiction in his story. 

He was met with lots of looks and questions afterwards. 

His act of bravery was met with judgment by other addicts.

As a clinician working with cross addiction with many clients who have multiple addictions, these reactions sadden me. 

Research states that up to 33% of clients with a substance dependence problem also meet the criteria for a sex addiction. There is no data of which I am aware that looks at other addictions such as gambling. 

If the recovery community maintains a hierarchy of “more acceptable” addictions, we are fostering shame and doing a disservice to recovery. As long as our society judges sex addiction so harshly, we make it harder for others to feel safe enough to seek help and recovery.

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Thoughts on Blame and Accountability

In this introductory video, Brene explains that blame and accountability are mutually exclusive: If we blame others for hurting us, we are letting them off the hook and not holding them accountable. The suggestion that we should be vulnerable and share our feelings with the person who hurt us in order to hold them accountable was hard for the group to embrace.

“What good does it do to tell someone how I feel and try to set a boundary if they never respect it?“

I hear about this conundrum often in my work with clients. I continue to wish I had a great answer for these questions but I don’t.

“Why do we need to work on being open, honest and vulnerable? Is it for others or for us?“

I maintain that it is “all about us” in these moments. When we suppress feelings and hurts they can turn into resentments. All of the bottled up emotion often ends up coming out sideways. When it comes to addiction, this often means a slip or relapse.

Lessons from week one continue to show me that we need to continue to talk about sex addiction both to reduce the shame but also to reduce the societal stigma. 

Brene Brown cites a quote about change coming from a million individual acts. 

Last night we did not change the world’s perception about sex addiction, but for an hour and a half in time, a group of men felt courageous enough to share, be vulnerable and sit with each other’s darkness. 

These are the individual acts that leave me with hope for the future.

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